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| Hey family! well now i am finally in my new house in NYC well really queens but you know how that goes. I'm so excited to tell all of my pittsburgh and charolette based relatives that jetBlue has now announced new service between pittsburgh and JFK and charolette and jfk so....this means wonderful things for visiting! ok well i just wanted to post that really quick i love you guys!
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| i know it's been a while since i've posted on xanga so here goes family. Right now i'm in training with jetBlue Airways. I'm supposed to say that anything i say on this site in no way represents their views beliefs etc etc. whatever. I really really need some prayer right now. I really screwed up my jumpseat drills today and i have one more chance to try tomorrow. I have to pass it 100% or thats it for me and i'm so close to reaching the goal i can taste it our final is on friday. I was pretty down about everything a little while ago but i just had a long talk with the most important man in my life and he held me like no human being can. I am going to go in an ace this thing tomorrow, my talk with God filled me with this undescribable peace and calmness. See i may have some opinions about the testing but I failed myself this last time, I need to go in there without fear in my heart and some confidence b/c i can do this with some help from the Almighty! Sorry it's been so long since you've all heard from me it's just been a crazy month of studying here in Orlando. I'll keep you posted but all prayers i get will be so appreciated! | | |
| So today is a very sad day, as of January 5th, 2006 I am no longer a flight attendant for Independence Air. My company is closing as of Thursday. Wow i don't think that i can express my grief or sadness right now. I have loved this job since my first flight. Tomorrow I fly in from Providence Rhode Island, do a Hartford round and that's it. Those will be my last flights at Independence. | | |
| Wow over a month without posting on Xanga. Well it seems that no one is all that upset. lol Lets see what has happened to my life recently...my whole job situation is still up in the air. Just when things start looking a little brighter boom we get hit with another obstacle. That's life though isn't it? We're closing more outstations which means more people will lose their jobs and our flight schedule will get smaller....AGAIN. Wow i wonder why this happened you know why the one job that i pick to love and the one company i chose to work for may suddenly be over. I love my job you know i really feel like God led me to this job. I'm happy here, i have great friends, some excitement it's just what i've needed. It's what i need until i decide to settle down. It fulfills my wanderlust. All my life i've just wandered around wondering what it'd be like living in different cities. This job takes care of that. I no longer need to wonder i can see it for myself. Now other companies are hiring but jeez i just don't want to do it. I don't want to work for another company right now b/c i set my heart out to work for and believe in this company. And i'm not ready to give up right now. Unfortunately I have to work On Christmas. I start tearing up a little bit when i say that. You know i missed thanksgiving, now christmas and new years. it's sad. I would love to just be with my family. That's what it's all about. My first thought about working on christmas was oh no how will i go to church on Christmas Eve? The answer is simple though. I just go. Alright well this is enough for now! | | |
| So right now i come to Xanga as a depressed and empty person. On Monday my company filed for bankruptcy. Not a surprise and on Tuesday i found out that there is a very good chance that i will be furloughed (that's a nice way of putting laid off) in december. Not that it really matters b/c if our company is not bought or invested in by jan we're done anyway. I feel like someone has died you know. I think about this job that i have loved so much and enjoyed so much even in such little time. I worked so hard to get this far, i really did. My blood, sweat and tears went into getting through training. I have much so many unforgettable friends here i have just spent so much of these last few days crying. I love this job i love this company. I'm really praying that this works out for the best if not, it's back to the drawing board and i'm so unsure as to what God would want for me to do.... | | |
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